Monday, April 25, 2005

Happy B'day to Al!

Al Pacino turns 66 today. A very very Happy B'day to him!


Here are few lines from his oscar winning performance in Scent of a Women! He is defending Charlie in the end with this power speech infront of whole school. Too GOOD!

"I can tell ya this, he won't sell anybody out to buy his FUTURE, and that, my friends, is called integrity - that's called courage- now that's the stuff leaders SHOULD be made of."

"Now I have come to the crossroads in my life. I always knew what the right path was. Without exception, I knew, but I never took it. You know why? It was too damn hard. Now here's Charlie. He's come to the crossroads. He has chosen a path. It's the right path. It's a path made of principle that leads to character. Let him continue on his journey. You hold this boy's future in your hands committee. It's a valuable future. Believe me. Don't destroy it. Protect it. Embrace it. It's gonna make ya proud one day, I promise you!"

"Out of order, I'll show you out of order! You don't know what out of order is Mr. Trask! I'd show you but I'm too old, I'm too tired, and I'm too fuckin' blind. If I were the man I was five years ago I'd take a flame-thrower to this place. Out of order, who the hell do you think you're talking to? I've been around you know? There was a time I could see. And I have seen, boys like these, younger than these, their arms torn out, their legs ripped off. But there isn't nothin' like the sight of an amputated spirit, there is no prosthetic for that. You think you're merely sending this splendid foot-soldier back home to Oregon with his tail between his legs but I say that you are executing his soul. And why? Because he's not a Baird man. Baird men, you hurt this boy, you're going to be Baird Bums, the lot of ya. And Harry, Jimmy, Trent, wherever you are out there, fuck you too."
The Tango Dancing pic from this movie :

Al Pacino

Thursday, April 21, 2005

The Last Day of my LIFE! - Part Two

Continued from previous post..

He walks slowly on a lonely road with dead silence. He turns round the corner and goes into his apartment. His apartment door is wide open.

Mike (in background): I know YOU are waiting for me!

Mike enters his apartment. Manas (Al Pacino) is sitting in his apartment. He stands up and greets Mike.

Manas : “Welcome Home buddy! (grins) To surprise you with my presence ...that's my habit!” (Laughs)

Mike : (quietly) “I knew YOU will be waiting for me here.”

Manas : (grins and talks enthusiastically) “Superb!!! I like that!!”

Mike : (Unaffected by the enthusiasm shown by Manas, talks silently) “Why are YOU here? (Pauses, thinks for a while and talks) Are YOU my own destiny?”

Manas : (Takes a deep audible breath, turns around to show Mike his back) “Well ….! Why am I here??? (Turns around slowly and faces Mike) Don’t you know why I am here? “

Mike : (looks straight into Manas’ eyes, talks bluntly) “No …. I don’t!”

Manas : “Well …..(talks a bit loudly) I am here because you wanted me to be here. I guess you should tell me why I am here.”

Mike : (quietly) “Who are you? Why do YOU every time see me when I am in need?”

Manas : (aggressively) “I am Manas! (comes closer to Mike) I am HIS Mind. (turns around and goes away from him. Slowly turns his face back towards Mike while talking and gently sits on the chair) HE is the CREATOR of this world and I am Parama! I am HIS first son. I am HIS Messenger! THE ALMIGHTY sends me to you every time you ask HIM for any help. I am here to help you!”


Manas


Mike : (his face turns pale. Starts looking very much worried. Goes to the chair and sits slowly. His motions have turned into Ice! Looks down towards ground. Seems he does not want to face Manas. Thinks deeply, looks up and starts talking) “I am not sure whether I want to do this or not.”

Manas : (grins) “Why do you have to do this every time I meet you? (stands up and talks aggressively) What is that going inside your mind and making you not to speak with me frankly? (pauses and starts coming towards Mike while speaking calmly) Let me tell you one secret… you are one of the few people in this world who are blessed with HIS grace. (talks a bit aggressively) He adores you. THE ALMIGHTY hates to see you in pain. (Manas has reached towards Mike. He sits down on his knees, faces Mike, looks deep into his eyes and talks softly) That’s why he always send me to help you when you are in need. So tell me what do you want.”

Mike : (looks plainly in Manas’ eyes and talks) “Why do you help me? Why do HE show this courtesy to me??”

Manas : (stands up, slowly turns around, goes towards the coach and sits there facing Mike, talks gently) “Mike…!(pauses) You have a pure soul. HE always admires people like you. HE thinks its HIS duty to help people like you when they are in need.”

Mike : (thinks for a while) “Duty?? (A long pause) Why do HE need to spend HIS time on a person like me who is a total failure? (talks a bit aggressively) Look at me … what have I got?? Its nothing. I have nothing and I am worth of nothing!”

Manas : (laughs) “Ha ha ha! You mean nothing?? (leans back, then stands up, goes away from Mike, still continuing laughing) Ha ha ha! (looks towards Mike, starts walking towards him and talks with a purpose, with full of confidence) You are wrong Pal ….(nods) You are absolutely wrong! (pauses) You are measuring yourself in the physical aspects, in terms of physical objects that you possess. (raises voice) You ain’t worth for nothing in the eyes of this world, (raise voice further and talks with a stress) but the CREATOR of the world do not think like that! HE knows you have a pure soul. So he deprives you from the most of the physical comforts. (turns back and start walking back and talks with a cause) HE makes you fight for your each and every physical need. HE don’t want to let you go into your comfort zone. (pauses, turns his face towards Mike, stands there itself and talks calmly now) HE wants you to earn that with your sweat because he is concerned about your soul. HE has taken ages to make a soul like you and HE does not want to corrupt it so easily. So HE sends trouble to you and then HE sends me to help you! As simple as that!

Mike : (looks very much confused and disturbed, he stands up goes away from Manas, still thinking something, turns back, watches blindly towards Manas, the camera comes from a distant towards Mike and centers on his face, now the complete screen is occupied by his face, he talks with a pain in his voice) “Do you mean that HE are playing with me? Do you mean the ALMIGHTY ....HE .......playing with me?”

Manas is stunned with a great disbelief on his ears. He is still wondering what he has heard is actually spoken by Mike. He sits there on the coach with a plain face and starts thinking.


To be Continued (Last Part soon)...

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

The Last Day of my LIFE! - Part One

So finally as I told I have started daydreaming again. Being my latest dream, I have decided to write down a script for a short film. You may find some of the things being copied from here and there, but being my first attempt, I think I can afford to do that. Still I would try to be as natural as possible. This story is about Mike and Manas. Finally after lot of thinking, I have decided that Tom Hanks is gonna play Mike’s role and Manas will be played by Al Pacino! I preferred Tom Hanks over Tim Robbins just because he has that innocent look with a hint of sadness that is required by the character of Mike. (Btw, my pet name is also Mike and I look innocent too ….but with a mischievous look on my face!)

Important Announcement : All characters in this movie are fictitious. Any resemblance to any alive or dead is purely confidential. And this stands true for all the blogs being titled “The Last Day of my LIFE”!

Instructions: When I write “(in background)”, this means that the character is not speaking on the screen and the dialogue is being narrated by the character in the background.


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The Scene : Mike (Tom Hanks) walking by the graveyard. He stops at the gate, gazes and stares at the camera with sadden look on his face.

Mike (in background) : Whenever I pass by the graveyard, I feel the sense of belonging! I think I belong here. I should go inside and get myself buried. So one day I went to this place and got myself buried under thoughts!

He decides to enter it and goes by a nearby bench and sits there.

Mike : “Seems the time has frozen. Every thing has stopped. Even I have stopped breathing. Seems I was looking for this ONE moment for ages and it has come now. A moment I wish will NEVER last. “

Mike (in background) : This very moment has brought me back lots of moments down my memory lane. I can see my journey, often called a LIFE, clearly at this moment! I tried to find all moments of joy, all moments of Glory, but just lost digging deep down to find nothing. All I could find were the moments when I was sad, moments when I was devastated!

Mike : "I can see all moments of my own failure right away. Ohh my GOD ....they are running before my eyes ...seems they will NEVER last! I am a born failure! I have always planned everything perfectly and my perfection has always lead to failure! I have always dreamed, just to get all these dreams brutally killed by the reality!”

Mike (in background) : Who is to blame here? Is it my destiny or my attitude or anything else …..aahh … I don’t know the answer n’ it seems I don’t want to know it. I am not interested to know the reasons in the past that have lead to my unending failures. So here I am, trying to catch this very moment!

Mike : “Common O Lord, give me the strength to catch this very moment. Give me the courage to stop the time. Give me power to challenge your rules. Give me the faith in your abilities. Give me the chance to win.”

Mike (in background) : I know I am done here. It’s really enough for me now. Still…. I just sat there, picturing myself to be part of the place that I have adored for ages!!

Mike looks in front of the bench he is sitting to find one cemetery...... his own!!


My Grave1

Mike gets up and comes slowly out of the graveyard. He joins the main path which is very much crowded. He looks at around. He can see a juvenile couple kissing in a restaurant through the glass. Kids are playing on the roads with enormous energy.

He stops and looks up towards the sky. The camera goes up and captures the scene around him, he being at the central. (You can see lots of things happening around. The air is full of noise and energy.)

(The camera comes down slowly and focuses on his face. As he is still looking up, you can see the screen completely occupied by his face. While camera is coming down he continues to speak in the background.)

Mike (in background): Can you see the crowd around me? (grins sadly) Off course I know, you can! But I feel like no body’s around me.

(The camera goes up slowly again. This time the noise in the air is fading and as it moves up you can’t see anybody around him who were present at the scene previously. When camera goes up at the same spot, you can see that he is alone standing on the road. The restaurant is also empty. Not a single human around.)

Mike looks down and mutters something that is inaudible. Again his voice in the background.

Mike (in background): I am feeling lonely today. I think its time to meet HIM again.

He is starts walking. He is shown from back side. He walks slowly on a lonely road with dead silence. He turns round the corner and goes into his apartment. His apartment door is wide open.

Mike (in background): I know YOU are waiting for me!


To be continued ......

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Coming back to LIFE …!!

Life has come back to Normal! I am able to find the “Reply” and “Compose” buttons in my mailbox. My Reliance Bill has started increasing again! My friends in U Stay Alone are getting bored with my phone calls again! Indian Cricket team has started performing pathetically again! I am getting used to all the things which were part of my “Normal” life!

I back to my shoes of a passionate dre@mer! I used to day-dream a lot! But lately I was sick n’ tired of my dre@m$. I hate dreaming while sleeping. So I used to sleep a lot lately to avoid dre@ming! And look at me now, I woke up at 7 AM on Sunday and writing this blog …..!

After a log gap, we played cricket yesterday. We were only 6 people, but still it was damn cool! After the Cricket, I went to Manish’s house and had delicious “Dhokala”! Watched “Sideways”, “The Sixth Sense” and “The Shawshank Redemption” this week. Bouy … I loved the way Tim Robbins has played the character of Andy Dufresne in this movie. He is definitely contender of main character in one script that I am writing for one short film. Yep!! My latest dre@m is writing and directing one short film. It has two characters. One will be played by Al Pacino. The other will be either Tom Hanks or Tim Robbins. I have not decided whom to take. Before watching “The Shawshank Redemption”, Tom Hanks was the only choice. But if he is too busy, I am still fine with Tim Robbins also. He seems to be most natural to the character that I am writing! No worry guys, I will keep you updated whom I am taking in my short film! Neways, “Spanlish” will be today’s menu! Also we have started watching one Foreign Language Film (non-English, non-Hindi, non-Marathi, non-Telagu, non-Tamil Film to be precise!) every Sunday.

My friend Jayant has come to my place. So I am getting Tea everyday! I was missing Abhay as he used to prepare tea everyday when he was here for his vacation. So at least 3-4 days while Jayant is here, I won’t miss Abhay!!

Anyway, its time to have a Tea now … Jayant has just woke up!! I will be writing more from today .. He he!

My Current Song on my Mind :

"Aksar dil ko hai gila ,
ki tumse mujhe kya mila ...
meri zindagi mere pyar ka,
tumne diya kya sila ...
phir kabhi jab kareeb se,
main khud ko dekh lun agar ..
dil ke aaine mein bas,
tum hi tum aaogi nazar ..."
"Aksar..........
dil hi dil aksar ...
han tumhein soch kar ...
dil hi dil aksar ..."
Shaan Rocks!



Thursday, April 14, 2005

"Goal" Maal!

Duniya "Goal" Hai Aur Har Paap ka ek "Double Role" Hai!

All "Goals" are golgol (round) !

At the start of the year :
Set Goals for yourself which are strictly "personal goals ", which need to be set as per the "common template". In short, you don't have a personal choice to set your "personal goals"!
At the time of Review :
You have not completed your "personal goals" which are quite "common" across the company. Although this situation is "quite common" across your company, your "personal" experience of getting them "reviewed" is not "common" in most of the cases. If you can't stand by the words like "proactive", "quality", "reusable components", "best practices", "Compliance" and many more words like this Or everytime someone speaks about "GoalSHIT" (its not a spelling mistake), you get scared, YOU should NEVER argue with anybody! Your review is one of the best opportunity to increase your patience level by hearing all the words by a gap of min 30 secs.

Morale of the eStorry :
"GoalSHIT" Bekar Hai Aur review me Zagada karana "Double Bekar" Hai!

P.S. : The Author is not responsible for the views and comments on this blog. These may not be author's own views. Any resemblance to any process or any situation on the Planet Earth is purely coincidental!



Monday, April 11, 2005

Aaaahhk !

Its hot outside. Last week temperature was in 30's, its in 70's now! Still this is how I m feeling after writing last blog!


aaaah1hk

Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhkkkk !



Sunday, April 10, 2005

One Year !!

When I came here, I was confident that I will go back in 6 months. But somehow I could stay here for 1 year and still going strong! Lots of things have changed in 1 year, right from my hair eStyle to my thinking process. Just wanted to pen them down! People, who know me most, can only understand the value of dre@ms and instability in my LIFE!

I was a dre@mer then …
Always passionate to convert them into reality!
I am a dre@mer now …
With an empty soul with no trace of reality!

I was a total failure then …
NEVER succeeded to my potential!
I am trying HARD to fail now …
Without knowing my potential!

I used to adore instability …
Always wanted to be a volatile spirit!
Now I am getting scared with the stability …
Just succeeding to be more stable day by day!

Instability was backbone of my thirst …
Thirst for the unknown goals of my life!
Stability is pushing me to the comfort zone …
Making me unaware of my goals!

I always wanted to be part of the crowd then…
Just make the most of my LIFE!
I am trying to avoid the crowd now …
Just to figure out my LOST life!

They used to curse me for being extrovert …
‘Cause they always find me around!
Now they are cursing me for being introvert…
‘Cause I don’t want them to be around!

Trying to figure out what happened in one year …
Trying to find out what is gonna happen next year …
Just finishing in vain to find myself…
Trying to figure out what’s happening around now!

I am dreaming of instability now ...
Just to end up in stable reality!!


Friday, April 08, 2005

Blue eyes !!

Thanks to Acoustic Dreamer! She put this in one of the comments n' what a lovely song!! Simply loved this one from Runaway Bride!

I thought that you'd be loving me.
I thought you were the one who'd stay forever.
But now forever's come and gone
And I'm still here alone.

'Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you who made the tears fall down.
It was you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

I thought that I'd be all you need.
In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven.

And now my heaven's gone away
And I'm out in the cold.

'Cause you had me believing,
You had me believing in a lie.
Guess I couldn't see it,
I guess I couldn't see it till I saw goodbye.

'Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you.

Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

I m Missing YOU!!

I am badly missing Mumbai nowadays! One of the best periods of my life in my recent past is from Mumbai!! Just remembering THOSE beautiful days!!

Yeh hai Mumbai Meri Jaan!!


sunset


The Wankhede Stadium


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The Gateway of India


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The Marine Lines


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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Amachi Mumbai!!!

Aao Padhaye ...Kuch Kar Dikhaye .....Mumbaiyya Saksharata Mission!!


Amachi Mumbai

Friday, April 01, 2005

Murphy's Love Laws !!

First time in his life span of a little less than 25 years, Abhay has sent his FIRST EVER good mail to me. Being a copy cat, I can't STOP sharing it with you all!

N'joy!!

1. All the good ones are taken.
2. If the person isn't taken, there's a reason.
(corr. to 1)
3. The nicer someone is, the farther away (s)he is
from you.
4. Brains x Beauty x Availability = Constant.
5. The amount of love someone feels for you is
inversely proportional to how much you love them.
6. Money can't buy love, but it sure gets you a
great bargaining position.
7. The best things in the world are free .....and
worth every penny of it.
8. Every kind action has a not-so-kind reaction.
9. Nice guys(girls) finish last. (This proves I am nice :p )
10. If it seems too good to be true, it probably is.
11. Availability is a function of time. The minute
you get interested is the minute they find someone
else.