Monday, May 29, 2006

Life .....!

.

How often I used to think I know you!

But you have again proved me wrong !

I don't know when I would be able to understand u!

And then ....

What all follows in a damage control!

I am used to it ...though it hurts a lot!!

Distance .....!

I 'hv always amused by the distance ...!

First time ever I am hating myself for being amused!

Next two months ....

Again difficult time .....!

Time will move as if its stuck in a dead man's grave ....

as slow as it could ....!

Just laughing at me ....

For not understanding u ...

u ...my life !

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Run Mann Run.......!

I am running ...

Running away ...

I'm running away from it...

Its not pain ...

not pain at all...

'cause ...

'cause I know ...

its the only thing

that is keeping me alive these days!

Still I know ...

I know I am running ...

Running away from it ...

Its not my dreams ...

'cause ...

'cause I know ...

I can't be complete

Without my dreams !

I know I am running ...

Know I'm running away ...

its not my failures ...

'cause ...

'cause I know ...

I have to live up with them!

Still I know ...

I am running away ...

but not ...

not away from life ...

'cause ...

'cause I know ...

I have my friends ...

And my family to make it beautiful ...

Still ...

Still I am running ...

I'm running away ...

its me!!!

I am just trying ...

Trying to run away ...

run way from myself ...

Just to ...

to ...

to discover myself ...

discover me all over again!!!

Friday, May 12, 2006

I thought ......

I thought that .....I heard you laughing!
I thought that .....I heard you sing!
I think I thought .....I saw you try!!

But that was just a dream

That was just a dream....!

That was just a dream

Just a dream, just a dream

dre@m ....!!!

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

The New Place....!

Finally I have landed in HK! Last week was absofcukinglutely buzy!! Me and Joe were almost behaving like running in dark jungle without any torch!! It sounds crazy, but it wasn't better than that!

It was really heartening to see Joe doing these many things at a time.... I wish he were having 10 arms, 5 brains and what not! (Infact, having one brain is good enough for this guy right now! He has almost forgotten that there is one part of body, called as Brain, and he is having it!) The icing on the cake was awesome .... we were told at 8 30 PM that we have a flight to catch at 4 AM very next day...!!! We were speachless!!

Whatever may it be, he wanted to come out of the current position and now he is happy!

Being a "preferred veggie", I knew I might face lots of trouble here. My first day lunch in office turned out to be a meal with pork, tuna and what not! I really didn't care. Joe is used to it. My first experience with chopsticks was not worth remembering!!! I need to learn that very fast if I want to eat outside properly here!

Many people in the office are saying that I don't look that Indian...! Probably because of my Pony-Tail!!!

We landed here on Saturday and till Tusday morning, we were communication-less! No phone at apt and no internet!! Probably we were lazy enough not to care about that! As we still don't have net at home, it will be tricky time after office hours. But this, being a short trip, I think we have very less time to think about these things!

The people here are quite friendly in general. But I am yet to go to HongKong island... Let's see what is coming my way!!!

Till then .....keep dre@ming......!