What's going on

Just wanted to write something for days ...but cud not make it up .... today finally got time and energy to write something ....may be I have got bored and seeking for a change ......I don't know what I am waiting for to go back and how long I will be staying here ...just testing my own patience .....that too again ...repeating the same mistake that I am doing for past few years ......may be I need to change my attitude a bit ...something is wrong somewhere ....need to figure it out .......guess this much is enough for today ... I am feeling better now ......

first thought

Just was wondering how shd I save the millions of thoughts delving into my mind ...and here I am ....will keep writing ...